Scribbled Thoughts of an IcOnOcLaSt InSaNe!!!

Sunday, April 17, 2011

SILENT VALENTINE

Wish you were with me,

Was my first wish

But it was never meant to be so

I heard my heart

saying a prayer

listening to god’s willingness

to make you

MY SILENT VALENTINE

I trust my instinct

I trust my friendship

even though love seems extinct

in the time of hardship

But still I know

somewhere far away

though we tear apart our heart

you must be thinking about me

and here I am thinking about You

MY SILENT VALENTINE

I dunno if we can love back

as we used to do

I dunno if we can be with each other

as we used to be

one thing for sure

I believe….

Even in your anger

I could feel your pain

Even in your silence

I could feel your love

Even in this time of odd

I AM YOUR SILENT VALENTINE.

Wednesday, April 13, 2011

Surrounded by myriad thoughts
away from the mundane vicious circle
i happen to find my solace, deep in the ocean of dreams
and when i feel lonely and look for a light
far away towards the horizon
its mere illusion amongst my far sighted vision.

i took a chance left for the voyage
to search my dignity and lost faith
they say i am still young with age
but that wudnt stop me for achieving something great.

people say i might be in love
with my delusion
but am i not human to feel the surreal
its my sub concious which offers me this space
i think its more than real.

lonely i feel without u,
wish you were here to be my tears...
wonder what i did to get this.
i just merely loved u...
and now it is a hidden fear.

i would survive one day
being the loner i am
there is no need of you
though the chnaces r few

But my dear loneliness
i would not let u defeat
in teh struggle of being ME
as u always taught
how to get back my confidence
look up in the sky
looking for that divine intervention

and i see god smiling at me
with a hope ...he gonna be my mate all my life
with a smile, holding my hand
how much i strive
i am gonna mend
and HE GONNA BE MY FRIEND.

-Morpheus